A windy night…beautiful and bright…
A white stole over my shoulder….
I started walking towards my night shelter….
A cozy cabin…with lots of near and dear ones whom I knew it seems….
They welcome me with a big smile….a fight with time begins…
A time is what you look forward for tomorrow….
Time is such a thing that you can’t lend or borrow…
I wear my night dress with a smile…ready to go to sleep for a while….
Chilled air-condition room…with a big spot light over my laying tray…..
The monitors and the instruments know me very well…..
With a hand wash…I touch them with a smile….
Please don’t let me leave you …..Please spare me some time…..
They seem to be calm and quite with no response…only a slight sigh….
“Yes my dear we will try our best…to bring you back again”….
I close my eyes…with lots and lots of smile on my face….
Time acts as great escapist….last time I cried for myself before I go to sleep….
Its time to go…I must wait when time will make me awake….
I will describe my sleep magnificent and nice…
It’s a dream beyond wonder…
Sleep now, O sleep now,
O you unquiet heart!
A voice crying "Sleep now"
Is heard in my heart…..
Let me sleep,
A little longer and fairly deep
a sleep of Patience,
But with dreams is my true essence ….
I felt Pain….
Pain over here
Pain over there
Pain in my heart
Pain in my soul
Pain in my mind
Pain in my skin pain in my bones …..
In my sleep….I assure me ….
I can control pain
that makes me whole… that stops and brings some tears
The pain that erases all my fears… that I inflict with this knife
The pain that might be last in my life
The pain that brought me to my knees… that wooed me full of pleas
The pain that made me see the light
The pain that is bringing me home tonight….so fight continues…
Dark moments …dark thoughts…
World is nothing…..dark and dead…..
But suddenly a dark angel was sitting beside me….with a smile of hope within her….
Tears swelling up in my eyes every night ….
I asked her silently…is there anything named as heaven?
She gave a smooth smile….
I want to go to heaven…where there is no pain…no tears….
No fear of loosing near and dear…
She stooped my lips….with her gentle finger tips….
A little piece of heaven
it comes within you….
So try to fight back your pain and bleed….
no more tears….my loving soul
Try to see new sunshine…with your eyes fine and clear…..
I regain back my strength….and the monitor’s starts beeping my pulse again….
Back again to my heaven….
Good morning sunshine……..I said with a smile again.....
pic courtesy google.....
I started walking towards my night shelter….
A cozy cabin…with lots of near and dear ones whom I knew it seems….
They welcome me with a big smile….a fight with time begins…
A time is what you look forward for tomorrow….
Time is such a thing that you can’t lend or borrow…
I wear my night dress with a smile…ready to go to sleep for a while….
Chilled air-condition room…with a big spot light over my laying tray…..
The monitors and the instruments know me very well…..
With a hand wash…I touch them with a smile….
Please don’t let me leave you …..Please spare me some time…..
They seem to be calm and quite with no response…only a slight sigh….
“Yes my dear we will try our best…to bring you back again”….
I close my eyes…with lots and lots of smile on my face….
Time acts as great escapist….last time I cried for myself before I go to sleep….
Its time to go…I must wait when time will make me awake….
I will describe my sleep magnificent and nice…
It’s a dream beyond wonder…
Sleep now, O sleep now,
O you unquiet heart!
A voice crying "Sleep now"
Is heard in my heart…..
Let me sleep,
A little longer and fairly deep
a sleep of Patience,
But with dreams is my true essence ….
I felt Pain….
Pain over here
Pain over there
Pain in my heart
Pain in my soul
Pain in my mind
Pain in my skin pain in my bones …..
In my sleep….I assure me ….
I can control pain
that makes me whole… that stops and brings some tears
The pain that erases all my fears… that I inflict with this knife
The pain that might be last in my life
The pain that brought me to my knees… that wooed me full of pleas
The pain that made me see the light
The pain that is bringing me home tonight….so fight continues…
Dark moments …dark thoughts…
World is nothing…..dark and dead…..
But suddenly a dark angel was sitting beside me….with a smile of hope within her….
Tears swelling up in my eyes every night ….
I asked her silently…is there anything named as heaven?
She gave a smooth smile….
I want to go to heaven…where there is no pain…no tears….
No fear of loosing near and dear…
She stooped my lips….with her gentle finger tips….
A little piece of heaven
it comes within you….
So try to fight back your pain and bleed….
no more tears….my loving soul
Try to see new sunshine…with your eyes fine and clear…..
I regain back my strength….and the monitor’s starts beeping my pulse again….
Back again to my heaven….
Good morning sunshine……..I said with a smile again.....
pic courtesy google.....
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